Friday, April 1, 2011

Baru nampak jalan keluar

Its 1.30 A.M already.. rasa lega sikit dpt siapkan research method ni.. dah brapa bulan asyik drag smpai tak tahu nk fikir apa.. intebiu tak buat lagi and tak tau apa nk dibuat sebab research method remain unclear before this n aku buntu.. Alhamdulilah Allah dah tunjuk jalan.. hope everythings akan ok after this... my life today so so..the loneliness is getting closer each and every single day... i dont need him anymore.. thats for sure... i will be ok.InsyaAllah..but this time, i think my heart will 'keras' again, my head asyik pening and tired to take care hati org lain.. why they came into my life when i'm not ready to face it again.. they came so fast and feels like i cant breath utk layan semua ni.. headache..hope they can understand about where i stand right now.. but its only hope..if they read this..im sorry cuz being so selfish sometimes.. cuz dah lama tak being selfish..but i need that cuz i need time to be alone right now..

2 comments:

♥naematulsaadahismail♥ said...

all the best mamaz.. bila presentation hg? aku nk p tgk boleh?

MaZNi said...

naem!! aku tak sangke pulak ko bace blog aku ni.aku igt aku syok sendiri taip.haha.nway thanks mummy to be.aku extend la naem, serius aku tak sempat.ko dtg tgk nex year la ye.bwk baby skali nnti.hehe